We wear jeans now. Both Levis and Wranglers. And cowboy boots and Sunbody hats, Big Gus be mine? Snazzy shirts and leather belts. Not-so-simple-skirts-and-tops and a fringe jacket, too. I create cairns wherever the rocks may be whenever my heart’s not stopping — yard art sculptures Maggie calls them — and did I mention how much she loves to dig in the dirt? The ways she spoils her stems of color? Her truck’s license plate reads LUV2DIG; well it did on The Old Gray Mule (the correct spelling of the color gray in the United States is “gray” with an “a”). Chickens once created nine eggs a day from a magical place in the lawn of Florence. They’ve since flown. And the border collies and baby Bear rescue us as we rescue them and the wind plays hard in the hilltop flora. A nearby neighbor rants and raves and the canyon below is filled with everyone else we’ve no desire to know. We’re closer to the sky than we have ever been before — Arizona blue beneath Sedona’s sun. We’ve a Beretta and oatmeal, coconut and bee pollen cookies and cold, tasty kombuchas. Remembering Hissy-Bitchy-Rutabaga having flung toasters and forks and-Lord-knows-what-else from our southern cliff at Guardian Ridge Ranch — as Indian flutes sing from the strawbale architect Maggie created twenty-five years ago. Lucinda Williams grooves to J.J. Cale with love ricocheting throughout our souls as Miles purrs, resting his furry head upon the cat walk’s raw crystals. Loving all of this more than I know how as I hear the loop from “Magnolia” yet again, “You’re the best I ever had.”
Driving past Kachina beneath the green canopy of Pecan Lane in the Rubicon I’m reminded how easy it can become to over connect. Shake it out.
The way baby Bear runs through the creosote bushes always makes me smile, laugh out loud. She lays close to me at night and finds comfort in the sound of my beating heart.
And the Bearbie always smells like a donut.
“The Redundancy of Existence”
“For Those of Us Less Known”